Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Follow-up assessment and reflection


In unit 3 I rated myself an 8 in psychological, physical, and spiritual well-being. I feel that I’m still an 8 in each area although I do feel less stressed and overwhelmed due to the implementation of the subtle mind exercises. I guess I feel like I need more time to compare then versus now. I have definitely taken some steps that have increased my well-being and have definitely grown in my integral health journey.
The goals that I set in during week three include: 1) maintaining my current level of fitness and eating habits, 2) increasing my spirituality through implementing prayer into my day more frequently, 3) implementing relaxation exercises daily to promote greater psychological wellbeing.
I have continued with my physical goals in maintaining the level that I was at in week 3. I have felt short of implementing prayer into my day more frequently, but have increased my level of spirituality by developing a greater sense of gratefulness and being more forgiving. In the area of psychological wellness I have not implemented relaxation exercises daily, but feel that the level of implementation that I have achieved has had a great impact on my ability to calm my mind and be more productive.
Knowing how beneficial these practices have been for me will make it easier for me to share the integral health approach with others. Having the experience of my journey and some measurable outcomes to share will serve as proof of the effectiveness of integral health approach to achieving sustainable health, authentic happiness, and genuine wholeness. 

Monday, May 20, 2013

Final Project- A Plan for Integral Health


Introduction
            In our quest to achieve a high level of integral health we must develop psychologically, spiritually, and physically. On a personal level developing each of these aspects can increase our quality of life, enhance our personal relationships, and give us a sense of being grounded. To be effective in our work guiding our clients toward integral health it is important that we engage in activities that enhance our own integral health psychologically, spiritually, and physically. Having the experience of our journey in seeking integral health will help us to relate to our clients thus enhancing our credibility, be empathetic to their experiences, and generally be more effective in assisting our clients.
Assessment
            On a scale of 1-5, 1 being low and 5 being high. In looking at physical health I assess my fitness, nutrition, physical health, and body composition and would rate this domain a 4. Physical health is definitely a strength for me as it something that I have actively pursued for over 15 years. I have learned to tweak my activities to find what works best for me and while I feel that my physical health is good I feel that there is always room for improvement. Spiritual wellness takes into account our relationship with a higher power, contemplative practices, and the level of peace and harmony that we experience. I would rate this domain a 3. While I feel that I have a strong relationship with God the use of contemplative practices were not a regular part of my life, but through this class I have learned the benefits and have learned to incorporate them. Psychological wellness incorporates our thoughts, emotions, and ability to live in the moment or be mindful. In assessing this area I took into account my ability to live in the here and now, which I have definitely increased through the subtle mind practices, and my ability to process thoughts and emotions and not allow them to dominate my life. I would rate this domain a 4 due to my ability to process emotions and thoughts and be mindful although these abilities have definitely improved over the past eight weeks I feel that I can still improve.
Goal development
                        I feel that I am in the maintenance phase of change for physical, psychological, and spiritual wellness. I have worked for years to develop in each area and have had varying levels of progress in each. As far as physical health is concerned I want to continue to eat a well balanced diet and engage in physically challenging exercises such as interval training and crossfit workouts three to five times per week to increase my fitness. To increase my psychological health I will seek out new meditation and visualization practices and continue to practice the ones that I have recently learned at least three times per week. To enhance my spirituality I will continue to engage in religious services each week and work to increase my capacity for gratefulness and forgiveness daily by identifying my emotions and how I could get past them by seeing them in a different light and exercising gratefulness or by being forgiving. 
Practices for personal health
                        To support my goal of eating a well balanced diet one strategy that I will implement is starting my own garden, which will provide a variety of fresh produce as well as the ability to control the amount of toxins that go into my body. I have already planted some seeds in my garden and have several seeds started indoors. When the weather is warm enough I will plant and maintain my garden throughout the summer and into the fall. Another strategy to increase my physical wellness is to engage in physically challenging workouts such as crossfit, which is a high intensity workout that promotes increases in physical strength and cardiovascular endurance.
                        To support my goal of increasing my psychological wellness I will use visualization practices and the subtle mind exercise. Using visualization practices will help me to prepare for each goal or major project to see and feel how each one will play out in order to enhance my success in each. In using the subtle mind exercise I will be able to maintain control over mind by keeping my thoughts, images, and emotions in check and be able to increasingly develop a witnessing mind. This will be especially important to me as it will help me to be productive in all areas of my life.
            To support my spiritual wellness goals I will attend church weekly and actively practice being grateful and forgiving. The practice of going to church each week gives me the opportunity to grow in my faith and strengthen my relationship with God thus allowing me to grow in all aspects of my life. I have found that being grateful and being able to forgive are two of the most difficult things to do. To develop each of these a unique level of awareness is needed. To develop a grateful heart I will strive to view all things, both positive and negative, as a gift and look for the positives that can come from the gift. To openly offer forgiveness I will acknowledge feelings of hurt and let them go with the realization that holding onto these feelings are not a part of who I want to be or conducive toward my goals of achieving health, authentic happiness, and genuine wholeness.
Commitment
In my opinion two important parts to implementing change is accountability and measurement of change. One effective method that I have found to accomplish both is journaling. This offers the opportunity to set a goal, evaluate where I am currently, reflect on why the goal is important, and what impact the change will have in my life. The journaling process can be quantitative, where measurements are used to rate where you are or actual numbers that relate to body weight or percentage of body fat, or qualitative, where the quality of how you feel you are doing is indicated through self-reflection. The important part in journaling is to continue to grow by evaluating your goals and implementing new ones as each goal is accomplished. The benefits of journaling help to propel us forward by increasing our motivation through accomplishment or helping us to realize where we are falling short in our goals and motivating us to step up our game.
For the practices that I will implement for physical wellness I will write about my gardening experience, the progress that I can see visually and the benefits that I feel as I engage in the maintenance of my garden. The frequency of which I will journal about my gardening experience will likely vary as there isn’t much to write about in the beginning, but as the garden grows I imagine two to three times a week will be my goal. The yield of my garden will be indicative of progress in this goal. When I do a crossfit workout I make note of the exercises that I conduct, the amount of time it took me to complete the workout, and the amount of weight that I used for each exercise. Each time I complete the same workout I will reference the previous journal entry and work to lessen the amount of time for completion, increase weight resistance, and increase repetitions as appropriate. Increases in each of these areas will indicate success as well as how winded I feel after the workout.
            For the practices that I will implement for psychological wellness, visualization and the subtle mind exercise, I will write out my goals prior to each visualization and gauge my success based on the outcomes that are realized from the process. In engaging in the subtle mind exercises I can write about how I feel prior to the exercise and how I feel after each session. Additionally, I can note how I feel each session has increased my ability to overcome obstacles and tackle challenges that arise daily.
            For the practices that I will implement for spiritual wellness, attending church and practicing forgiveness and gratefulness, I will write about my feelings toward attending church and what I have gained from each service. Journaling about feelings of gratefulness will help me to identify the many things that I have to be grateful for and to openly express how I feel toward the gifts in my life. Although “gifts” may not always be appreciated initially having the tangible journal to reflect on can help me to move past those less than appreciated gifts and realize all of the ones that I have received that I am happy to accept. Writing about forgiveness and how this quality can contribute to the person that I want to be can help me to seriously evaluate negative emotions and help me to move past these emotions and be more forgiving. Putting my emotions into words and evaluating how I feel once I have forgiven someone will help to perpetuate the process.             

Friday, May 10, 2013

Effective Practices


The two practices that I felt were the most beneficial are Universal Loving-Kindness and Subtle Mind. For me these two exercises tackle the most challenging aspects of life and I believe also have a synergistic affect. The Subtle Mind exercise promotes taming the mind and allowing us to gain control of our thoughts and emotions while the Universal Loving-Kindness exercise promotes a compassionate and loving personality that encourages a forgiving attitude and appreciation for life. In the past three years or so I’ve implemented strategies such developing an awareness of my emotions and thoughts and understanding why I feel the way that I do. When I experience negative emotions I have learned to acknowledge them and dismiss them as they do not contribute to productivity in my life and only clutter my thoughts and were not a part of who I wanted to be, ie a person that harbored a grudge or clung to situations that were beyond my control. I feel that implementing the subtle mind exercise into my life has further helped me to de-clutter my mind and gain a new level of focus and control. When it comes to loving-kindness my journey toward developing this aspect of my life began about two years ago through rededicating my life to God. In striving to be more like Him I have developed the ability to more fully love others and have more compassion and willingness to forgive while developing an increased sense of gratefulness and appreciation for life. In practicing the Universal Loving-Kindness exercise, I feel that I have increased my connection to others and developed an enhanced level of love. 

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Meeting Aesclepian


Complete the Meeting Aesclepius mp3 (located in the Doc Sharing area). Describe your meditative practices for the week and discuss the experience. Explain how mindfulness or meditation has fostered an increase in your psychological or spiritual wellness. How can you continue to apply these practices in your life to foster greater health and wellness?
The Meeting Aesclepius exercise was very interesting and while it was a little difficult to focus at first on my person of choice, it gave me a very comforted feeling to visualize the sharing of wisdom, eloquence of words, love, and compassion of this person being shared with me. Visualizing the aspects of the person that I admire most being washed over me and cleansing my mind, words, and heart was a unique experience, which I feel will provide me with the ability to implement these aspects in my life. After reflecting on this visualization I was reminded of a saying, the body can achieve what the mind believes. So, to me this means that because of this experience where I accepted the traits of the person I visualized I will be able to act, think, and feel in a similar manner. I hope this all makes sense J I think to some extent I have used meditation for a long time, maybe not in a timed format or with a recorded exercise, but I know and have known that quiet time and clearing your mind has many benefits to my health. Learning these exercises has increased my psychological and spiritual wellness because I have practiced them more frequently and have gained a greater understanding of what they mean, specific outcomes that can result from continued implementation, and ways to use meditation to not only calm my mind, but increase my loving-kindness for others.

Describe the saying: "One cannot lead another where one has not gone himself" (p.477). How does this apply to the health and wellness professional? Do you have an obligation to your clients to be developing your health psychologically, physically, and spiritually? Why or why not? How can you implement psychological and spiritual growth in your personal life?

This saying to me means that if we have not been down a path, then we will not be able to lead another down that path successfully. For example, if we as health and wellness professionals do not practice what we preach we will not be able to adequately assist our clients in achieving integral health or optimal wellness. I personally believe that if you are promoting health and wellness you should be practicing it as well. Not to say that you have to be the poster child for health and wellness, but it should be evident that you have implemented and practice health enhancing activities and choices in your life. On the flip side of that it doesn’t mean that you can never indulge yourself just because of your profession. I think we do have an obligation to develop psychologically, physically, and spiritually as these aspects of wellness give us experience and credibility for our clients, but we also owe it to ourselves to develop in these aspects as well in order to achieve lasting health, happiness, and wholeness.

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Integral Assessment and Universal Loving Kindness


In conducting the universal loving kindness exercise I felt a shift in energy that is difficult to explain. As I repeated the phrases I started visualizing people that I know who are suffering such as the victims and families of the Boston bombings, victims of the fertilizer plant explosion in West, TX, families and members of our Armed Forces who have suffered a loss or severe injury, friends who have experienced tragedies and are experiencing heartache. Then, I realized that pain and suffering as well as lack of health, happiness, and wholeness is even more widespread than the people I know and learn about through the media so I began visualizing the whole world and imagining that my words were able to reach every area of the world and as I repeated the phrases I imagined my words covering each area like paint covering a wall until the whole world was covered, in red, which could represent many things, but to me represents love. I have to admit that I feel a little strange sharing all of that, but I felt really moved by this exercise and amazed at the path that my mind took while repeating those phrases.

I found the assessment process to be interesting and a little challenging, but I like assessments in general as I think it forces us to think critically and look at the things that we may not like about ourselves or our lives. I identified the things that cause distress in my life and realized that the greatest conflict in my life exists in the interpersonal area. I think it is easy to blame others for the way that we feel, but in reality I think we can change our perception of others by changing our way of thinking and behavior. I think to improve in this area I need to focus on the loving-kindness exercise to actively give love. I think it will also be important to me to focus on being grateful. I listened to a short inspirational message on a Christian radio station the other day that talked about a woman who was dissatisfied in her marriage and constantly thought about all the things that her husband did that she didn’t like. She prayed for her husband to change so she could be happy and one day she realized that perhaps it wasn’t her husband who needed to change, but that she needed to change. She said that she made a list of all the qualities and characteristics that she liked about her husband and realized that there were so many things that she was grateful for in relation to her husband’s character. From that point on she said that she focused on these positives and slowly her relationship began to change for the better. I think this can be applied in many different situations and relationships and reflects how our negative and positive emotions can dominate our lives.  

Friday, April 19, 2013

Subtle Mind


I definitely enjoyed the subtle mind exercise more than the loving kindness exercise. I liked the prompts to concentrate on my breath and to dismiss thoughts that came to my mind. Initially, I didn’t find it difficult to focus only on my breath, but as time passed I noticed thoughts creeping into my mind. It’s interesting how that happens and the amount of time that it takes to realize that you have lost focus on your breath, at least for me. I think this exercise is beneficial because it will help me to be able to focus on the things that I need to do and rid my mind of irrelevant thoughts and be able to choose what to focus on.

Developing the highest level of wellness requires the understanding that the answer lies within us. Through self-transformation, self-regulation, and self-development we can attain the highest level of wellness. Our inner development is our spiritual wellness, our ability to witness our mental activity and demonstrate loving-kindness are both indicators of our spirituality. Through increasing our spiritual wellness, we impact our mental and physical wellness by controlling our emotions and preventing physical sickness. 

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Loving-Kindness Exercise and mental workout


Initially, I had a hard time visualizing the prompts and understanding what I was being asked to do. Additionally, I found the voice unnerving. She sounds like a robot and emotionless considering the topic is loving-kindness. This wasn’t my favorite exercise to listen to, but I am looking forward to using the text. I would recommend the text portion for loving-kindness exercise, but not the mp3 file, because I didn’t have a positive experience with it.

A mental workout is the use of contemplative practice to achieve human flourishing. Studies have shown that those who use contemplative practice are able to permanently enhance their well-being by altering the brain’s neural circuitry. As with any new process it is important to start slow. Dacher recommends starting 5-15 minute sessions daily until you become comfortable and then increase your sessions by a few minutes. Selecting a time of day and sticking to that time frame will help to establish a routine. Ensure that you have quiet time to enjoy and get the most out of your mental workout.